Switched At Birth

For most of us, our name was the first lie we were ever told.  Many of our parents or guardians, good intentioned as they might have been, looked at us with their heads full of ideas of who we were and who we were to become and said, “Let’s name him or her _____.” And from that moment on that’s how we were identified. At first, we could not distinguish the sounds that we would come to know as our name from any other sounds.  But over time, as those particular sounds became associated with the meeting of our needs or helping to ensure our survival, we came to accept those sounds as part of us.  And in fact for many us, we have actually become our names.  After all, when asked who we are, more often than not those very sounds assigned to us at birth are what we utter.

Some of us are what some would consider lucky in the name department.  Even if there is no relation at all, if your last name is something like Rockefeller, Wozniak, or Pitt-Jolie just the association alone could open doors for you even if it is just a conversation starter.  On the other hand, if your parents were the type of people who saw no problem with naming you something like Adolf Hitler, Freddy Kreuger, or Beelzebub, it wouldn’t matter how nice you are, people familiar with the the infamy of those names would take a step back when talking to you.  Then in between these extremes of names you have all of the familial, social, and cultural associations that come with our monikers that we regular folk have to deal with.  For example, let’s say that you were named after someone in your family that someone didn’t like.  Well, it is not too difficult to imagine that the person who held disdain for the one after whom you were named may find it challenging not to look for similarities among you and their rival.  And there you have it, an innocent child born into a lie from day one.  Just doesn’t seem fair does it?  And we’re just talking about associations with names.  After our names have sunk in then there are all sorts of association with which we must continue to contend if we are to hold onto just a glimpse of the person we truly were when we entered the world.

When I was a child, I had a difficult time accepting my name.  Even after I was able to talk and even read, I still couldn’t understand why people kept calling me “Pedro”.  Seriously.  Well, into my school age years, whenever people would call me this name, in the back of my mind I would frustratingly think, “WHY DO THEY KEEP CALLING ME THAT?!”  It was as if I was aware that this was not really my name, but rather something people were calling me just to get my attention.  My experience was that when no one called out to me I was fully being who I am. But as soon as they called out, “Pedro” like some magic spell where a person is changed from a human into something like a toad, I was reduced to whatever the callers thoughts were about this “Pedro”.  I don’t know if this makes any sense to you readers.  Perhaps a better illustration would be something like how Kunta Kinte from the book Roots by Alex Haley, grew up knowing himself by his true name, but then had “Toby” thrust upon him by a system that had no interest in who he was, only in who they wanted him to be.

In the book of Jeremiah, God tells the young prophet to be, “Before I formed you in the womb I knew you, and before you were born I consecrated you.” What if that is true for all of us?  What if the person God knows us to be–the person we were when we came into this world–is the person we were always intended to be.  What if “underneath” all of these layers of association that person still remains, untouched and undefiled by the world that knows not who we are? And what if accessing that true being that you are is just a thought away?  These are questions I asked myself when I first heard this scripture.  I decided then and there that I wanted to know myself as the person God knows even before a body was associated with my being.  My strongest desire is to know myself as I am.  And the closest route I can think of to know this is to go back to the Source.

Friends, We are all children of God. Despite how we might perceive ourselves right now or the conditions that may be appearing in our consciousness we are not less than the person we were when we came here. We cannot uncreate ourselves.  We can only choose to deny the gift that God  the Giver gives.  Fortunately, it is never too late to be born into God’s wealthy family. If you don’t know yourself to be a child of the Creator of All then perhaps you might consider that you were switched at birth. I know that it may be difficult to accept.  The greatest temptation to accepting this gift is the temptation to blame those who came before us–those who may have involuntarily led us to forget who we are because they forgot who they are. (Like the slave who beat Kunta Kinte.)  But this is folly, because to blame anyone is to deny ourselves the power to reclaim our true lives and our inheritance.  This is the light of Jesus’ teachings on forgiveness, loving our enemies, and giving to those who cannot repay us. In order to see our innocence, we must accept the innocence of our brothers and sisters, which in some small way sets a portion of them free from the lie of who they aren’t and sets ourselves free to the same degree.

“Forgive us our debts as we forgive our debtors.”  Imagine that in this one statement you are graced with the gift to set us all free.

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9 thoughts on “Switched At Birth

    1. Hi Midge,

      Thank you for your willingness to engage this material. Nearly every post I write enters the world through intense labor pangs in my soul. My mind tries to bring up the memories of people pushing me away when I talked like this as a youth, relationships abandoned because these thoughts were “too much” to face, blah blah blah. But according to my practice of Christianity I consider the passage “But whoso hath this world’s good, and seeth his brother or sister have need, and shutteth up his bowels of compassion from him or her, how dwelleth the love of God in that person?” and think that if I withhold my voice then I don’t have the love of God in me, because I think that the world needs us to speak from our true voices. Howard Thurman said, “Don’t ask what the world needs. Ask what makes you come alive and go do it. Because what the world needs is people who have come alive.” I think that finding our true voices are proof of our having come alive.

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  1. This is an outstanding article! I was captivated the entire time I read it. You have such an eloquent and masterful way with telling your story. I applaud you for always being ‘true’ to you! I am in the writing process of my next book “Look in My Mirror” and I want to use some of your thoughts from this piece. It summarizes and and clarity to the point I am making. I will chat with you later. The book will be published this month of March!!

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    1. I’d like to hear about your book so please do give me a call. I have enough material to publish 50 books, but as of yet the blog seems to be the way my POV is entering into the world. Probably because I can get it out and move on to other stuff. Who knows. Thanks again for checking out this piece. Please share it with your network via reposting or sharing it on facebook if you think others can benefit from it as well.

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  2. Interesting article. I never related to my name as i was named after both grandmothers. I have since changed my name legally several times. Now it feels kind of silly as I know I am beyond any name, but at least I like the one I have now 🙂

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    1. I applaud people who make the decision to choose their names. I decided to look at Pedro as if I chose it and then asked myself what I might have been thinking if I had really done so. Since doing that mental exercise I have come to redefine “Pedro” on my own terms. So now it fits.Thanks for checking it out. Share as you are comfortable.

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      1. Glad you’ve found a way to own your name as your own. Names are made up of letters, and each letter has it’s own vibration. So when someone calls your name, they are sounding a specific vibration and all that vibration brfings with it.

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  3. Reblogged this on Seriously Tripping Through Life and commented:

    Have you ever felt like you were switched at birth? That’s because more than likely you were. But it is never too late to switch back to the being of infinite potential that you are or to recreate yourself if you are uncomfortable with who you have become or been led to believe you have to be.

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