In It, But Not Of It

Every once in a while I get this feeling that comes over me where I feel like I just want to quit trying to live my ideal.  I start thinking about how much love is in my heart and how difficult it has been for me to find an expression that translates universally and it hurts.  I’m not afraid to admit this because I feel like if more people open up to the love that they are denying in themselves or refuse to see in others, we can speed up a lot of healing in this world.  I’m not trying to be critical.  I’m just putting my heart out there so that if anyone else feels like this they may feel a little freer to say so.  I know what it feels like to put your heart out there and have it come back damaged and…